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Every YesterdayJust when I think life can't get any better;  When I think I can't possibly be any happier...  You make today better than every yesterday. Every Yesterday
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Quiet ScreamsI feel disgusting.  there are no other words that can explain the tears.  Just...disgusting.   
Simply and entirely.   
 
 
On occasion. I'm happy.  i smile, half-heartedly when I see that the number is lower than the night before.  Sick and twisted.   
I know.   
 
 
It’s a horrible game.  that's why you shouldn't take it for more than it is.  The smile. It is there...yes.  But it comes and goes.   
Just like you.   
 
 
It’s no use.  the chaotic thoughts will always be around.  Whispering sweet wor Quiet Screams
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Parking Lot HopefulsI saw him cry tonight.  Watched as he spilled his  Hopes.            Fears.                     Dreams.  On the moonlit asphalt.   
I saw him fall tonight  Watched as he tripped over  Words.             Emotions.                            Memories.  He’l Parking Lot Hopefuls
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.no one understands.I’ve been where you are.  In the driver’s seat of a reckless Ford…  One sharp turn away from self destructing.  In the ditch on the side of the road, wishing you’d stop breathing.  On the bridge, hoping that it collapses; crushing your weak lungs.   
Never before have I been a passenger in that hopeless Chevy.  I’ve never been someone’s last hope.  Before tonight.  This time I watched as you let the tears fall.  I sat quietly, listening to your broken heart…  Wishing I had the glue to put it back together. .no one understands.
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I can't see the stars anymore.

Mon Mar 30, 2009, 8:23 PM
"I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am your daughter hiding my depression.
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like I am fine.
I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide.
I am a teenager pushing the tears aside.
I am a student who doesn't have a clue.
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care.
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there."

**This is NOT my work. I read it in one of the Chicken Soup books. When I have the book in front of me I'll give the writer credit**


"When it's dark enough you can see the stars."

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Breathe by:Taylor Swift
  • Reading: researching PTSD & Depression
  • Watching: Nothingness.
  • Eating: ...
  • Drinking: Drowning in tears.

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  • Current Residence: Four walls covered in post-it notes.
  • Interests: Chasing The Stars
  • Favourite band or musician: Single File. Saving Verona. Some Random Band. Rough Draft. Animo. A Day To Remember. Bidwell &mo
  • Favourite poet or writer: You.
  • Skin of choice: Your skin next to mine. <3
  • Personal Quote: "You must be the change you wish to see in the world."

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*TaylorSaville:iconTaylorSaville: Dec 24, 2008, 10:48:28 AM
:rudolph: :iconppga: Merry Christmas to you! :iconppga: :rudolph:

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"A work of art is the trace of a magnificent struggle." -Robert Henri
~poeticwriter007:iconpoeticwriter007: Nov 22, 2008, 6:24:54 PM
thanks for the fave :)

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everyone has secrets, what matters is who knows yours.

"flesh covers the bone and the flesh searches for more than flesh" -Bukowski 'alone with everybody'
~poeticwriter007:iconpoeticwriter007: Nov 11, 2008, 8:43:15 AM
thanks for faving "Addict"! :)

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everyone has secrets, what matters is who knows yours.

"flesh covers the bone and the flesh searches for more than flesh" -Bukowski 'alone with everybody'
~LittleQuasi:iconLittleQuasi: Oct 17, 2008, 7:54:47 PM
thanks for the :+fav: :heart:

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-Spanky
~fadingshadow22:iconfadingshadow22: Oct 17, 2008, 7:59:10 PM
no problem :)

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x. You are as sick as your secrets x.
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